Monday, March 29, 2010

The biggest trial thus far....

So most of you know that when you hit the third trimester of pregnancy, they test your blood sugar levels. With this test you have to drink some 'delicious' SUGAR WATER. When I showed up for my test, I asked for a cup and just chugged it. It wasn't SOOOOOO bad, but definitely wasn't the best thing I have ever tasted. They took my blood an hour after I drank it and I was off. They told me that within the next few days I would hear back as to the results of this test.

Sure enough, just a few days went by and I got a call that I had to come back in for the THREE HOUR test, for my numbers were too high. Not by a lot, but more than they like. I could not eat or drink anything but water 12 hours prior to this test. I was so downed by all of this. I just wanted to have passed and have it be done with. Plus I have never in my life had anything wrong with me medically.

I show up for my three hour test. They take my blood, I drink the drink... (that had TWICE as much sugar as the first) and wait for the first hour to pass.

Poke number one.

After the first hour passed, I was ready for round two. I HATE having them take my blood, so I had to brace myself. Call me a baby if you want but it's true. I don't love it. So I walk back to the lab and sit down. A new blood taker was there to take mine. He couldn't find a vein in the first arm he tried. He wiggled that stupid little needle in my arm and I instantly felt lightheaded. I guess my face turned white cause he kept asking if I was ok. He then asked for my OTHER ARM. "ARE YOU SERIOUS?!", was my exact thought. I start sweating and seeing stars like I was about to passout and melt out of the chair and onto the floor. (Mind you I'm sure it had something to do with my first empty, now sugar filled belly) I gave him my other arm reluctantly and asked for a drink of water. I should have taken the picture of the 'drink' he brought me. Probably a swallow. No joke. He FINALLY got my blood and decided I needed to lay down before I passed out. As I layed down in my own little dark cold room, I started my hour wait for round three.

TRY number two.

Actual poke number two.
Me in the rad bed... with my head phones... thinking that Colston was going to wiggle right out of my side due to his CRAZINESS from all the sugar in my system.

After the hour wait was up, I had to go for my third poking round. LAME. But I was happy to see that the FIRST lady I had was there to take my blood again. I was glad because she didn't seem to have a problem finding my veins.

Poke number three. (well four... thanks to the lame-o)

At this point I was ready to be DONE. I texted Brandon from the waiting room while on my last hour wait. (He had dropped me off and was going to pick me up) I told him that I wasn't done but I was ready to have him there with me. I was starving, weak, and still had my last round of neeeeeeedles. So he came and sat with me for the last half hour and was there for the last poke.

The LAST poke.

So I finally got to go and get something to eat. Then we headed to our new house to finish painting and getting moved in. I was a bum the whole day... Brandon kept telling me that I would pass and everything would be fine. I kept TRYING to believe him but didn't.

GO FIGURE. Since then I have been classified as having gestational diabetes. I have to now poke my fingers four times a day to check my sugar levels. Good thing that I have been able to control all of this just by diet. I could never give myself insolin shots. EVER. I have a hard enough time poking my finger. So with this pregnancy, this has been my biggest trial. I love sweets. And though I don't eat them much anymore, I have found ways with hints from my Dr. on how to still get some icecream in. :o) Other than that, my levels are normal and controlled and that's a good thing.

In my whole pregnancy, I have not cried. Not once. It's odd because you always hear, "You will be so emotional!", warning Brandon to be ready. The only emotion I usually show and feel is irritation! ha.... but I mention this because the night they called and said that I did indeed have GD, Brandon and I were sitting in our new empty house, at night, in the dark, on the floor, and he was trying to lift my spirits by pointing out the good things that would come of this. I just looked at him and said, "I think I am going to cry." And lo and behold, the tears came. I crawled over to him and layed my head on his lap and just cried for a little while. (this was probably the fifth time he had EVER seen me cry) Then I was done. He told me everything would be fine... and I told him I was just sad that I couldn't drink juice or have icecream anymore. :o)

BUT since then... I'm back to my irritated-no crying-ready to be done self!

THERE blog readers... is somewhat of a catch up of our life so far...

Monday, March 22, 2010

Before I backtrack my life in blog land....

Here I am at 34 weeks. Six weeks left to go... thank goodness. Though I can't complain because my pregnancy couldn't have been better. The closer I get the more uncomfortable I get but I will take that over being sick all the time. I can totally tell he is getting bigger and running out of room to move. THOUGH HE TRIES ALLLLLL the time. This little man seriously NEVER stops moving. I love it... cause he's healthy and all, but I will admit it can be annoying. Especially when he gets the hiccups :o) I can NOT wait to meet this little guy. He is going to be so much fun.


Saturday, March 20, 2010

FOR TELICIA

This post is just for one of my bests... Telicia. She wanted a new post so here it is.... hahahaha


I promise a BETTER post soon. With pictures :o)


(Happy Teli?) I hope so... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA


Thursday, January 21, 2010

Being Pregnant this week....

Things you should NEVER say to a pregnant person no matter WHAT you may be thinking, feelings, or whatever. These are NOT uplifting things to hear. At least not to me.

1. How far a long are you? (pregnant lady answers) Wow and you are already that big? Looks like the baby's gonna be a big one!

-I don't need to know how big you think I am. I already know I'm getting bigger. It happens with pregnancy. Get over it. I have.... kinda.

2. Are you having twins? (No) Are you SURE?

-Pretty sure. Doctor said there is just one, and that's all we see in the pictures. Need proof? Dumby.

3. You think it's bad now? Just wait!

- I already know pregnancy doesn't get better towards the end. I can feel that coming on. AND I already know I will still be sleep deprived after the baby comes. This isn't news to me.

4. I'm SOOO tired. I could just go home and sleep.

-This is for people at work mostly. I know you are tired. We all get up at the crack of dawn... but try NEVER sleeping through the night, constantly being hungry and feeling as though your stomach is eating itself, and having a baby KICKING all night on your bladder that no matter HOW many times you empty it, IS ALWAYS FULL. Not to mention a husband to likes to twitch and move and make noises. (I LOVE HIM DONT GET ME WRONG)

5. My legs hurt so bad! (From what?) I don't even know!

- Also to people from work... I don't care if your legs/feet hurt. Not only do I KNOW cause I walk on the cement all day too... TRY HAVING YOUR HIPS ROTATING, GAINING WEIGHT, GETTING LEG CRAMPS RANDOMLY, and backaches ALL THE TIME... not to mention how lovely it is when baby Colston sits right on my tailbone it seems. It's a wonderful feeling. (not really)

SOOOOO I'm not trying to complain. I am grateful to have a job that allows me to pay for the things I need to and to have the benefits I do. I am grateful to be pregnant and carry this growing weed of a boy knowing he is HEALTHY as am I. I am grateful that I have not really been sick throughout this pregnancy and that I am able to do things. BUT... sometimes I just can't help but vent my frustrations. So forgive me if I sound as if I am whining or complaining... I mean I know the pioneers did this while crossing the plains and stuff in the snow with no shoes...

Heavenly Father knew I couldn't do that.... that's for SURE. For that I am ALSO GRATEFUL.

My weekend has officially begun.... GOOOOOODNIGHTTTTT! (I hope *wink wink*)